Monthly Archives: August 2017


I want desperately to write. There’s a burning, yearning. I am raw. I feel so very alone. I am homeless. A hotel room lovingly provided. A night in the spare room of a dear friend. Moving forward, two weeks offered … Continue reading

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Yet Again

  Another hospitalization under my belt. Suicidal ideation reared its head. For the fourth time in a fifteen-month span, it beckoned. This time, I managed to avoid the clique-ishness of the staff at the one hospital and the vulgarity of … Continue reading

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